Hoooooooly shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when was the last time I wrote in here??? Wow!!!!! Well things are going really good for me, as good as it can get for right now. Theresa and me are doing really well, the best we've done in awhile, there's just small little bumps in the road that i'm dealing with that relate toTheresa and me reguarding her family. I mean if that can all get sorted out then things won't be able to get any better. One thing that really bothers me is that on her birthday this year, i can't even be with her, i'm gonna see her at work and that's it. You know it's my girlfriends birthday, you would think that I would be with her right??? And you would think that she would want me with her. The only good coming out of this is that it's inspiring me to write (my band is hooking back up). The song i'm working on now is called "SHADOW". it's pretty much about how i feel at times when it come to Theresa and me. I actually feel like a shadow. Sometimes it's like i'm not even there, like i'm pushed away in the dark, and in the dark you can't see your shadow, and sometimes i feel like i'm not seen (in other words, a shadow). It's still in progess but here's a sample:: 

 I'm just a shadow cast upon the wall

To everybody i'm never there at all

Neglected throughout time reaching for the sky

But once in heaven you'll learn you've been denied

I'm still the shadow

Holding to survive....

I want you to take a good look at what is said below because it is not bullshit. This is very serious. What is so damn fun about drinking alcohol???? To me I think it is fuckin stupid. People that i see that do this shit, I have no respect for and i never will . It takes a toll on your life, maybe not right away but it will catch up with you or bite you in the ass on a tragic night. Stay sober and be safe. THERE IS NO NEED FOR THAT KINDA BULLSHIT!!!!

What does alcohol do to the body?Alcohol is a central nervous system depressant. It is rapidly absorbed from the stomach and small intestine, passes into the bloodstream, and is then widely distributed throughout the body. The effects of alcohol on the body are directly related to the amount consumed. In small amounts, alcohol can have a relaxing effect. Adverse effects of alcohol, can include impaired judgment, reduced reaction time, slurred speech, and unsteady gait (i.e., difficulty walking); When consumed rapidly and in large amounts, alcohol can also result in coma and death. In addition, alcohol can interact with a number of prescription and non-prescription medications in ways that can intensify the effect of alcohol, of the medications themselves, or both. Furthermore, alcohol use by pregnant women, can cause serious damage to the developing fetus.

Drunkenness or alcohol intoxication is caused by an overdose of alcohol. However, the number of drinks that an individual needs to consume to get drunk varies based on a number of factors, including age, gender, physical condition, and the amount of food eaten before drinking, the use of drugs or medicines, and many other factors. However, binge drinking (i.e., for a man, consuming 5 or more drinks per occasion, and for a woman, consuming 4 or more drinks per occasion) typically results in intoxication